Like changing something you never thought you'd ever have to deal with... that has crushed you to the very core and has changed who you will be forever. Changed the relationship between you and I forever.
Thinking about it makes me sick and tugs at my being in a way I never thought I would ever feel again... but worse.
The confusion, the pain, the questions... I don't know if they'll ever go away.
Situations make you who you are... and for now I'm ruined...
Struggling with the past... not sure if there's a future.
